THE BEGOTTEN LOVED LOST WIFE SHRINE:

Married without a wedding joined in soul.

ONCE, LONG AGO, LOVE STRUCK ME SO

ELOQUENT, SO EXQUIST, AND SO DESIRABLE, THAT THIS LOVE WAS IRREPLACEABLE. TO CHANGE TO SOMEONE ELSE WOULD BE DEVESTATING. IT WOULD MEAN INFIDELITY.

IN LIFE SHE'S KNOWN AS EXOTIC MODEL JAIME HAMMER BENJAMIN, BUT IN ANOTHER LIFE, SHE WAS KNOWN AS SHARONE WAYNE MORREL, MY COUNTERPART WIFE WITHOUT A WEDDING. TRUELY I'M ALONE A WIDOW OF GOD CURSED AN OUTCAST.

I REMEMBER WHEN WE FIRST MET ONLINE 2005. WE LAUGHED, WE CRIED, WE MADE PROMISES UNKEPT THAT WITH OUR MINDS WEREN'T FULFILLED BEING IN DISTANCE. WE HAD A REAL CONVERSATION MILES APART. THERE WERE FAMILY RELATIONS THAT FORBID THIS RELATIONSHIP FROM BLOSSOMING. IT WAS A FORBIDDEN LOVE I COULDN'T HAVE. I LOCKED OUR RELATIONSHIP DEEP IN MY HEART AND SEALED US IN MY HEAD UNSPOKEN TO KEEP HER SAFE. MY LIPS WERE CLOSED, UNTIL THIS VERY DAY. TRUELY SHE'S A BLESSING. SHE'S AN ANGEL AND A GIFT SHORTWHILE THAT WAS TAKEN.

IF OTHER MEN ARE TO HATE ME, AND AS THE WORLD SHOULD, FOR LOVING THIS WOMAN, THEN MAY I BE THE LAST MAN BREATHING ON EARTH BEFORE ALL OTHER MEN IN THE END, TO BE THE FIRST MAN STANDING BEFORE OTHERS AND FIND HER, WHERE-EVER SHE MAYBE IN ANOTHER TIME, DIMENSION AND PLACE OF SPACE. BECAUSE I LOVE HER. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED HER WHEN OTHERS TORE US SEPARATED FROM THE START. LOVE HAS NO END BUT GOES-ON. NOW, SHE EXISTS ONLY IN MY DREAMS, LIVING TODAY CLOSE IN MY HEART WATCHING.

~HER WORDS ARE ALWAYS ECHOED, SURROUNDING ME:

"SOME WORDS ARE BETTER KEPT UNSAID. SOME FEELNGS ARE BETTER KEPT TO THEMSELVES. LOVE HAS A WAY OF REVEALING ITSELF EVEN IN SILENCE."

"I Cory William Morrel take thee "Sharone Mary Wayne" Jaime Sophia Hammer to be my lawful wedded wife, of the Holy Church to the Kingdom of Heaven; Queen of God, to have and to hold, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, through death from life do us part, and until we be reunited naturally revived forever and ever resurrected. ~Amen"